Failing

So that quickly I am already failing at my goal of writing every day. I didn't write yesterday...but I am going to do more today. I am in a different type of place right now...I am sure I touched on it the other day that I am unhappy. I was so unhappy, I quit my job and was staying with family. However, I learned quickly and with a lot of sadness in my heart that you can't always depend on family to do what is right. So again, I was left to make the decision to get out of a toxic environment. Basically, they just wanted to loaf off of me...no jobs and no income other than what I brought to the table. I am still working through a lot...for example, how I tend to journal more than blog...I need to evaulate what the difference is. Read other's stuff and figure out for me what makes a good blog...basically do my research. And then decide what do I have to offer that maybe the next great blogger doesn't. I want to make the life that I want...and I am just stuck! So for my prayer warriors out there...say a little pray for me. For those that don't get down like that...send me some good mojo and well wishes. I am in a rocky place but like a good friend told me the other day...coal becomes a diamond by withstanding the pressure...so all the pressure that I am under can only lead me to beautiful and great things!!

Until next time!!!

WOW

So I have been gone for a while and things on here are totally different. I am going to have to learn to blog all over again. Things in my life are upside down! But I am pressing through to make things better and to get them back on track. One of my daily goals now is to write everyday...SOMETHING...anything...just write. Get it out there. I'm desperately trying to figure out how to make my life exactly what I want it to be...and I don't know how. But, the important thing is I am trying. I have quit my job, I am technically homeless (not really but I don't enjoy living with folks) while I am trying to figure it all out!!! Thank God, that my children are awesome and adaptable and amazing...I am overall blessed and I can't complain. It will all be ok. So for those of you who keep checking on me...thank you. I am back and will keep coming back...check me out on twitter...danibelle_1920

Thanks!!!